So me and Ian are thinking about buying our first home :) It is very tiring. We found one we love and then it was taken from us so we are going to try again. I dont know if i can take the heart ache again. I get my hopes up and then we are to late. Also we had to make the decsion to rent and have to deal with the boys up stairs, a landlord and a old place that i cant do how i like things(although i did re paint the Bathroom and it looks mighty good now) and Live in a nice area OR buy our own place that i can paint and do whatever i want to it but live on the worng side of the tracks. It has been a humbling expericnce for me miss snot. But when we are both going to school we just dont have the money to get what we would really like and we dont want to "Keep up with the Jones" and get debt to look good. So here is the house we are thinking about putting a offer on... (its real small but has a Huge yard so i can get the dog i want(Ian does not know yet) :)

So Me and Ian went to my G-ma and G-pa 65 wedding anniversy. It was so neat to see after 65 years that they are still mad in love with each other. It was also my G-mas 83 birthday. It was fun seeing all the family and all the new babies and all the mommies with babys to come. I think Me and Rachel are the only ones who are not prego or just had a baby. (at least those who are married). It was fun spending all day in the Kithchen with Goerge he is a funny one. (I dont think i had a choice in that matter everytime i would go down stairs to rest he would start yelling for me to come up and help seems everyone else left him) For some reason he thinks i am my Mom and can Cook like her. Although i would have to say that everything i made did turn out Yummy like my moms (thanks mom for all your recipes). All in all it was fun hanging with the family i am so gratefull we are a close family.

The journey Cont.

So i am so bad at updating This thing. So i went to the Doctor for my "follow Up" and he said evertyhing looks good i still have a little healing to do but all in all eeverything looks good...At least as far as my surgrey went. My jaw has always been giving me tons of problems and after my surgrey it has been real bad. on top of that my ear is killing me. SO i asked the dr. about it and he looked at my ear and put his hands on my jaw and said well your ear looks good but i think you have TMJ (he said he cant tell me for sure b/c he is a ENT Docotor) but he was preaty positive that is what is causing my ear pain and gave me a specialist... so the journey does not end here is i think i am on the climax right about now...everything is happing and hopefully soon it will start to go down and i will be good to go. I sure hope so after all i have been through although when its baby time i REALLY HOPE i dont get to sick. Good thing i have a loving husband who is patient with my broken body.